An untimely and sad end

 

Peace interrupted

sickening thud behind me

robin hits the door

 

instantly falls to the floor

circumstantial accident

 

by Scooj.

 

* a terrible thing happened this lunchtime when my children and I were sitting outside the kitchen enjoying the sunshine. Our conversation was interrupted when one of our dear little robins flew into the open kitchen door, the top half of which is glass. This was about a foot behind my head.

The three of us were utterly shocked. The robin died moments later in my hand. It was traumatic to say the least, and I feel so responsible. I keep singing ‘who killed cock robin… I said the sparrow with my bow and arrow’.

The interaction between humankind and nature is so delicate. Our impacts are everywhere, but I suppose in many ways some of our interactions benefit wildlife.

This all feels so much more painful because of the amazing experience of watching a pair of robins raise five chicks successfully in our greenhouse only days ago. Oh dear.

Window strike

 

A sickening thud

but the penny didn’t drop

a dead long tailed tit.

 

by Scooj

 

Dankie

 

The death of a friend

is a time for reflection

nearest and dearest

 

by Scooj

Father-in-law

.

I don’t know him well

Alzheimer’s got in the way

now he lies dying.

.

by Scooj

Toadstools

 

In death we find life

nothing ever goes to waste;

a new beginning.

 

by Scooj

Firsts

 

They say it’s the firsts

the first birthday, first Christmas…

it is every day.

 

by Scooj

In memory of my dad whose birthday would have been yesterday.

Legacy

 

An old overcoat

that belonged to my dad still

smells of cigarettes.

 

by Scooj

Clearance

.

It isn’t easy

sifting through another’s life;

once loved, discarded.

.

by Scooj

Getting to know you

 

Acquainting myself

with my departed father

reading his scrap books;

it seems strange that we never

covered this ground together.

 

by Scooj

 

In death

 

In death we see time

and events that shape our past

in death we see life.

 

by Scooj